Saturday, April 27, 2013

2/13/12

okay fam, how is it going. oh man what a week. i could probably say that every week ha cause there all crazy and hard and go by really fast. iv been out a month now. its crazy but i feel i am learning soo much. not sure what to say .. oh thanks so much for the awesome package mom and fam!!! i was so happy to get it and even happier with all the stuff inside. thanks for the notes love you all too. thanks again and again mom.
and for the letters today! they help so much.

this week has been really good and really hard, it was a great example of roller coaster week. elder cardenas and i have worked hard and finding out how to improve and become better, i really love that he wants to improve all the time. we contacted a ton this week. it is really cool.  the thing i cant get over this week and the same with eder cardenas is how many people we found this week that have heard from missionaries or have books of Mormons and were willing to hear again. i can see the lords hand every day but this in particular. also this gave me encouragement for people that fall through with us, the seed has been planted. i know the lord is in charge and we are just finding people he is has prepared. elder cardenas and i feel so blessed last night looking back at the week. haha but that doesn't mean there were not hard time.. remember that lesson i told you about 3 weeks ago were the spirit was so strong.. well on Saturday.. Immanuel told us not to come back and that he doesn't have the faith to think its true.. really sad, it was tough, and we actually had a 2nd person do the same type of thing. but its alright cause the lord is in charge.
 
apart from those it was really good week. oh haha i cant believe i didn't say the theme of the week. IT IS FREEZING HERE. i rained and was cloudy and cold every single day. our house is freezing all the time, i have to put on like all the clothes i have during study in the morning. i was praying all week that it would be good weather for Sunday... but it was still < bien frio...as they say and expect that to be a totally legit excuse for not going to church. like saying , yeah there was a tornado. ha so yeah we didn't get anyone to church .. but this week is the week, we are going to have so many it wont even be funny. anyway. man i wish i could describe how things are, but its kinda impossible. i feel really blessed to be experiencing all these things, i know the lord is making us stronger especially me, i am so gratefully but at the same time it is so hard in the moment. i know heavenly father has a plan and knows exactly what is best for us. i got to go in an intercambio this week in an other area , a even poorer area, it was really humbling. it made me realize the how grand heavenly fathers plan is that doesn't make sense, but to say it simply, .. well i cant really. i just know we need to look at things in eternal eyes. 
 
i would just like to say in my letters and make it clear that i am really weak and am learning a ton. in my letters i look at the good and try to have faith. i am not some profound person missionary like i think i probably act like in my letters or make myself sound like. i am really weak and learning soooooo much. but i have learned all these things and am learning and am so greatful for trials.
well g2g .

 Love you alllll

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